I cannot stand my body.
It is repulsive
Hi, my name is Alexa and this is my blog/journal. Some things on here might be triggering
About me
My Diary
It is repulsive
Mum: What happeed to your friends? You used to have lots of frineds
Me: They moved on after getting bore of me, everyone else is much more interesting.
(via vilecreature)
Source: vitre0us
(via uglyextras)
Source: withering-corpses
People will message m, and I’ll leave it for a few days or hours before I message them back.
But if I do care about them, I’ll reply straight away.
I think it’s funny how I know what I’m doing to myself I know the risks, the consequences, the everything, but I just can’t stop, I can’t, not yet.
(via hookedtohospitalmachines)
Source: anaisbeautiful
weight unknown
Source: n-e-c-r-o
(via skeletus)
Source: scissors-andblades
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how I should talk to my dad and his wife E just messaged me on Facebook
(via paper-apple)
My first goal is 11.4
Then 10
Then 8.5
Then 7.1
7.1 will be perfect
I have my nails back now, and I can’t tell if they’re doing good or bad. They’ve stopped me purging but not hurting myself, it’s like having little blunt knives at the ends of my fingers.
(via fractured-self)
Source: ravenous-hunger
Source: dietcoke-and-cigarettes